Letters to my girl

My dear, dear Tilly,
I have so many things to tell you and so many things I was looking forward to doing with you. I can't tell you in how many ways my heart is breaking because we will never be able to share these things together. You were taken from us in such a ridiculously cruel way and we had so many adventures and opportunities planned for you - for the four of us. I am so so sad that we didn't get to know you and you didn't get to know us and to reach your full potential.
You will never know how loved and how wanted you were and how much we were looking forward to having you join our family. I hope that by writing to you it will help me grieve for you and that somehow you'll be looking down from heaven and be able to understand how much we love and miss you.